sorry guys, i have lost my charms to blog.
and also busy, on something that i'm still looking forward to..
i'm skinny to the bones..
i've forgot how to live...
trying to find the lost soul..
thank you for your support.
cheers!!
al at 10:24 AM
Wednesday, June 10, 2009
been busy lately. the picture shows how I truly enjoy my work (owh, he knows!). Pening la wey. Mana nak feed toyboy yang hitam legam itu, marc jacobs lagi, nak berumah tangga lagi. Pening la pening!
Congrats to Farin. She's now known as Mrs Adzahar. Thank you for the oppotunity to be a bridesmaid.
And being a bridesmaid is totally fun !
Another 2 more receptions to go. Will update you guys soon on how to be a HOT BRIDESMAID
Friday, April 24, 2009
yeah, i'm here and fine and manage to loose those extra baggage :p
People always wondering, what does it takes to make you stay,on every aspect - anything including your life, job and partner. my answer would be :
A. Fate
B. Written
C. Get use or get lost
D. Financial
E. Strength
F. Learn to love
H.Challenge
and, WHAT SAY YOU?
People always wondering, what does it takes to make you stay,on every aspect - anything including your life, job and partner. my answer would be :
A. Fate
B. Written
C. Get use or get lost
D. Financial
E. Strength
F. Learn to love
H.Challenge
and, WHAT SAY YOU?
Monday, March 9, 2009
first of all, do you like the new boxer that i gave you?
you know what? your maroon bitch really getting on my nerves.
maybe, she wants 70% of your attention...
so, i give up..
i think she deserve it more than i do..
sabar la sayang..
I kan ada..
mana la i tak fed-up..
I nak spend time ngan you, lagi dia cari pasal..
tengok you down, lagi la I serabut..
maybe dia jealous kot..
apa je yang dia boleh bagi kat you..
jangan cakap you boleh orgasm dengan dia..
sangat la tak normal...
awak kerja kuat-kuat, semua kena labur kat dia..
awak ingat saya tak sedih ke?
she's a lucky bitch tau..
jaga dia baik-baik..
I tahu you sayang dia..
I pun sama..
Kalau dia tiada, jangan harap I bole jumpa you
kalau you nak tunggu I..
you bagi I masa,
maybe bulan 5 (paling lewat) toyboy I ada..
nanti you senang la sikit, kan??
"Sedia Berkhidmat Untuk Awak"
Yang Benar,
I yang sentiasa berada di sisi
you know what? your maroon bitch really getting on my nerves.
maybe, she wants 70% of your attention...
so, i give up..
i think she deserve it more than i do..
sabar la sayang..
I kan ada..
mana la i tak fed-up..
I nak spend time ngan you, lagi dia cari pasal..
tengok you down, lagi la I serabut..
maybe dia jealous kot..
apa je yang dia boleh bagi kat you..
jangan cakap you boleh orgasm dengan dia..
sangat la tak normal...
awak kerja kuat-kuat, semua kena labur kat dia..
awak ingat saya tak sedih ke?
she's a lucky bitch tau..
jaga dia baik-baik..
I tahu you sayang dia..
I pun sama..
Kalau dia tiada, jangan harap I bole jumpa you
kalau you nak tunggu I..
you bagi I masa,
maybe bulan 5 (paling lewat) toyboy I ada..
nanti you senang la sikit, kan??
"Sedia Berkhidmat Untuk Awak"
Yang Benar,
I yang sentiasa berada di sisi
Saturday, March 7, 2009
Retail therapy aka "comfort buys" is women middle name. Believe me, every single ladies out there can't escape from having the power to buy. When the pay check are cash-in, i bet all of you eager to spend even one small tiny-winy item, at least.
It's happen when/because..
It's happen when/because..
- during periods of depression or transition, it is normally a short-lived habit
- shopping with the primary purpose of improving the buyer's mood or disposition
But men, seems confuse with retail theraphy and shopping addiction. Shopping addiction is a major problem when women can't get enough on how to not to buy. But by refering to the word therapy itself it's a treatment for a problem.
For example, i working my ass out from 8.30am -8.00 pm during weekdays. I need something that I can see what is worth to what that I work for. It's like a personal reward that i present to myself. It's no harm since you using your own money so you give yourself a credit. You can do it better to satisfy yourself, compare to the others.
Men also have their own definition of retail theraphy. I noticed that they 30%-40% of their money are meant to spend fo cars. To be exact, p.i.m.p your ride. But why when it comes to women who need for theraphy, they seem don't understand. Like it wasting your money and his fucking precious time.
Hmm, you judge..
Friday, February 13, 2009
I used to read a lot, when I was little until my secondary years. Anything goes according to my mood. I can go from encyclopedia to Malay XXX novel that I borrowed from my cousin. Haha! Until 1 day my mom caught me reading those X-rated novels. I don’t know the term they used to describe pubic hair because it read like “terkeluar bulu kerinting bla..bla..bla”. WTF! That time, I’m really naïve. I realized that after my mom go through and explain the sentences to me in educational way. Seriously I’m reading because of the love story not for something that will juice me up.
Nowadays, you will notice that at least one sex scene will be shoot in a film/drama. To be frank, it makes the story interesting but it’s not appropriate to be show to the young ones. It makes me sick when I saw 3gp film that shows secondary students doing sex scene. For god sake, it’s not showing how passionate they making love, it just lust. I know you can differentiate between love and lust. And please don’t wear your school uniform and make it in film as you are the porn star (Z list) with irritating tone and doing it “bersepah”. Parents send you to school, so your job is to learn, make them proud.
Back to reading issue here, what type of book that you read either its magazine or newspaper it still consider as reading. In my opinion, reads makes you confidence and gain your self-esteem. Especially when you try to communicate with others, you can’t simply start a conversation without any purpose. There is a way to approach, “menjoyah” and asking questions. Not by simply go to the person and said “Berbual dengan you takde orang marah ke”. That is so-anti climax. It really turns me off. And please don’t ask question that you already know the answer. It’s a waste of time. For example you see your partner is reading, do you have to ask for re-confirmation?
Reading also makes your mind keep thinking with logical issue, in a good way. Better than you worrying how to please people around and world peace. I’m not saying reading makes you selfish but it keeps your mind occupied by spare the space to other things which is more important. Multi-tasking your mind people. Appreciate it before you lost your memory. It’s ok to re-boot, refresh and start all over again. But don’t forget to backup. No harm doing it because we human do change our mind in certain circumstances.
Nowadays, you will notice that at least one sex scene will be shoot in a film/drama. To be frank, it makes the story interesting but it’s not appropriate to be show to the young ones. It makes me sick when I saw 3gp film that shows secondary students doing sex scene. For god sake, it’s not showing how passionate they making love, it just lust. I know you can differentiate between love and lust. And please don’t wear your school uniform and make it in film as you are the porn star (Z list) with irritating tone and doing it “bersepah”. Parents send you to school, so your job is to learn, make them proud.
Back to reading issue here, what type of book that you read either its magazine or newspaper it still consider as reading. In my opinion, reads makes you confidence and gain your self-esteem. Especially when you try to communicate with others, you can’t simply start a conversation without any purpose. There is a way to approach, “menjoyah” and asking questions. Not by simply go to the person and said “Berbual dengan you takde orang marah ke”. That is so-anti climax. It really turns me off. And please don’t ask question that you already know the answer. It’s a waste of time. For example you see your partner is reading, do you have to ask for re-confirmation?
Reading also makes your mind keep thinking with logical issue, in a good way. Better than you worrying how to please people around and world peace. I’m not saying reading makes you selfish but it keeps your mind occupied by spare the space to other things which is more important. Multi-tasking your mind people. Appreciate it before you lost your memory. It’s ok to re-boot, refresh and start all over again. But don’t forget to backup. No harm doing it because we human do change our mind in certain circumstances.
Monday, February 2, 2009
i want to update about B1 and B2, suddenly they asked for help and now dah jadi officemate siap comolot lagi. hahaha!! part comolot tu serius aku tipu.
no more drama cos the show has come to the end...
hoh!
and, there will be no more banana story after this, cos i have absorb the potassium in them.
no more drama cos the show has come to the end...
hoh!
and, there will be no more banana story after this, cos i have absorb the potassium in them.
Friday, January 23, 2009
i dont know how to say this, i thinks it mean.i like working here because the working environment and good colleaguesbut except this 2 girls that make me feel likes i still in high school again. i'm newbie at the company, i try to pleased people around by smiling all the time,but this two girls just ignore me(self-reminder : betul la alina, what do you expect semua orang nak suka kat engkau ke?), aku ni invisible ke apa? i call them by the name Banana 1(B1) and Banana 2(B2) cos they're so close,can make a great couple.
i have 2 incidents with them. since i'm in IT department, of course la automaticallyf famous since we're super-dupper genius in IT (lame joke).
Firstly with B1. She wanted to returned the projector that belongs to IT Dept and I was the only 1 associate who was around.I saw her and i look up at her, but she just ignore me. She rather passed the projector to Ahmad(bukan nama sebenar) and asked Ahmad to passed it to others IT associates.Then, who am i? Tunggul ke apa? I try to talk to her, but her voice toward me is really annoying.
My issue with B2 is slightly the same with B1, but this time my HOD was around, she refused to look at me when i was hoping "yeay! she ask for my help" but she directly went to the HOD.
i don't know what's fucking wrong with B1 and B2. when we suddenly bumped to each other i noticed that they make a face.please la, grow up!we're working here, not compete who's hot or not. seperti plastik sampah!menyampah!!!
i have 2 incidents with them. since i'm in IT department, of course la automaticallyf famous since we're super-dupper genius in IT (lame joke).
Firstly with B1. She wanted to returned the projector that belongs to IT Dept and I was the only 1 associate who was around.I saw her and i look up at her, but she just ignore me. She rather passed the projector to Ahmad(bukan nama sebenar) and asked Ahmad to passed it to others IT associates.Then, who am i? Tunggul ke apa? I try to talk to her, but her voice toward me is really annoying.
My issue with B2 is slightly the same with B1, but this time my HOD was around, she refused to look at me when i was hoping "yeay! she ask for my help" but she directly went to the HOD.
i don't know what's fucking wrong with B1 and B2. when we suddenly bumped to each other i noticed that they make a face.please la, grow up!we're working here, not compete who's hot or not. seperti plastik sampah!menyampah!!!
Sunday, January 18, 2009
it's been a while i didn't blogging. nahh, baru seminggu je..
good things grow where i resign and work at another place with better job scope and payment(paling penting), even sangat sedih meninggalkan company lama tapi penghijrahan perlu dilakukan. yeah, here at new workplace i'm starting work from 8.30 am till 8.00 pm, but i'm happy. but, i gonna miss yasmin with her dancing joke, abang eedeed with spontaneuos humour and dalyna for her calmness.
another things going on with me where i'm taking driving license, finally! haha..
more things to update soon
tata!
good things grow where i resign and work at another place with better job scope and payment(paling penting), even sangat sedih meninggalkan company lama tapi penghijrahan perlu dilakukan. yeah, here at new workplace i'm starting work from 8.30 am till 8.00 pm, but i'm happy. but, i gonna miss yasmin with her dancing joke, abang eedeed with spontaneuos humour and dalyna for her calmness.
another things going on with me where i'm taking driving license, finally! haha..
more things to update soon
tata!
Thursday, January 8, 2009
1. What is the relationship of you and him/her?
she is my friend, ex-coursemate and ex-housemate di rumah titik buta
2. Your 5 impressions towards him/her?
she is my friend, ex-coursemate and ex-housemate di rumah titik buta
2. Your 5 impressions towards him/her?
- cantik
- even umur berbeza tapi aku anggap dia sebaya
- too detail in cleanliness
- intelligent tapi dia ni ada kemalasan sedikit
- minimalist
4. The most memorable things he/she have said to you?
"at some point, you should stop".. lebih kurang macam tu la
5. If he/she become your lover, you will..
ask her to wax/remove bulu-bulu yang ada kat badan aku ni
6. If he/she become your enemy, you will..
kalau enemy tu, aku ignore and avoid la
7. If he/she become your lover, he/she has to improve on...
how to make me inzal, of course lah tak boleh sebab aku ni straight
8. If he/she become your enemy, the reason is...
aku pun tak tau apa sebab dia boleh jadi musuh. there must be something wrong with me
9. The most desirable thing to do on him/her is?
happy hour dengan dia untuk berbincang isu-isu semasa(menjoyah) dan wanita, dari bebual pasal pakaian,what's in,what's not. i'm sick and tired
10. The overall impression of him/her is...
cool sebab dia kurang ambil peduli, aku suka. dan kelakar in certain ways
11. How do you think the people around you will feel about you?
you do the talk ok!
12. The character of you for yourself is?
adorable!! haha :p (muntah hijau)
13. On contrary, the character you hate of yourself is?
kalau aku tak suka dengan sesuatu, aku akan buat lengah-lengah, selepas itu depress
14. The most person that you wanna be is?
isabella swan, dapat bercinta dengan edward cullen
15. For the people who care about and likes you, say something about them.
Ich Liebe Dich
16. Ten people to tag:
- zamie
- jass
- maman
- tepung
- isis
- nadya
- endy
- moon
- jeno
- feresa
17. Who is no. 2 having a relationship with?
he's a swinger. kidding! no la. jass is still single and availabel. so ladies, please take note. recommended by me
18. Is no. 3 a male or a female?
male
19. If no. 7 and no. 10 were together, would it be a good thing?
no. 7 is taken, mana boleh
20. How about no. 5 and 8?
impossible. they're straight
21. What is no. 1 studying about?
saving money, forecasting
22. Is no. 4 single?
yup. siapa berkenan sila lah tackle. recommended by me
23. Say something about no. 6..
dia sangat primadona